Entry #23

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Insomnia.

Is it weird that the best photo's I took where at 2:30am in the morning the following day? I have struggled for years with insomnia. When I was young it was because of my anxiety and depression and when I started college it was because of anxiety, depression, and coffee. While I don't drink caffeine anymore I do still struggle with anxiety. I was really annoyed with the photo's that I took this day because they where all over the place. As I was laying in bed waiting for sleep out of habit I picked up my phone and went on Instagram. So the first photo is a product of my occasional over sharing taken with my phone. After some time had passed I looked at the clock and realized I really should go to sleep. So I rolled over in bed and then noticed the light coming in from across the room onto my bookcase. Well I'm a sucker for light like this so I took the picture. And since I hadn't been to sleep yet I besides these photo's were still taken on Tuesday.

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