Entry #30

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Who am I without my doubt?

When all my insecurities fall away what am I left with. That is who I am, so who am I? I feel so unsure about the answer to this question. Is it because I’m doing so may new things in my life and don’t having the support that I need to do them? Sometimes I think it’s because no one around me has been threw what I have. Usually I love this, but recently it has been making me feel very alone. Since no one around me understands my struggles, past and present, it’s hard for them to relate to me and hard for me to share my heart with them.


I feel so anxious, and I’m tired of all my depressive mind chatter that I‘ve been having. Maybe it’s just my anxiety/depression disorder kicking it in to high gear because of the season…

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